Getting the call from Hay House

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getting the call from hay house

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I feel like I’ve been searching my entire life and I know a lot of you can relate. I’d always had that niggling feeling that there was something I was supposed to be doing, something that I was here to do. This unshakable feeling found me spending my school holidays in the crystal shops and self-help sections trying to get closer to a subtle feeling that was pulling me.

From the moment I picked up my first Hay House book “You can heal your life” I knew I was home. I started shouting it from the rooftops, but at the time (I was 14) everyone in my life gave me strange looks. So I went underground with my spirituality. I was devoted to it but I kept my two worlds separate – only confessing my true beliefs to people I felt safe with, which conveniently was not many.

By the time 2011 came along my metaphysical book collection was almost as big as the Akashic Records. I’d done every course under the sun, worked with some of the best spiritual teachers and was qualified in several intuitive and healing modalities. But still I kept my worlds separate.

Deep down I knew what my dream was (to be a published Hay House author) but I was waiting for some external force to choose me, to pick me, to grant me permission to be that. And because I’d so carefully built my life around hiding it I felt completely trapped and desperate to be seen.

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A small section of my ‘Vibration & Vision Board’. Hay House has been right there bang smack in the middle for yonks!

Then the best thing in the entire world happened. The life I had tried so carefully to hold together came crumbling down. I had a miscarriage, my boyfriends long fight with depression got worse and worse, one of my dearest dearest friends passed away suddenly, followed by another a couple of months later, my relationship that had lasted my whole adult life (11 years) ended after six years of trying to hold it together. On the other side of the world, away from my family and friends, I felt desperately alone and at times could not see any way out of it. I moved into a new house (which was also crumbling around me) and I began putting the pieces of my life back together. It was the most horrible 18 months of my life. But I am so blessed to have had it. I am so grateful to have had it. I was forced to start again and build my life in alignment with who I truly was.

Two weeks ago, I was sitting on my couch in my London flat feeling so content writing a chapter of my book. The chapter I was writing was about how while my biggest dream would be to be published by Hay House I was not going to wait for some external force to share my message. I had already waited too long. It was freaking time already! I wrote about how I had realized that it was none of my business what happens with my message, only that I do my bit and share it. As I loudly punched these words into my laptop my phone rang. I almost didn’t answer it because I was so committed to getting this message down. When I picked up the phone I was absolutely speechless (aside from a few swear words) to discover it was Michelle from freaking Hay House on the other end of the phone offering me a book deal. Holy shit sweet Mary Magdalene!

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I am still pinching myself. I am humbled beyond measure and doing my best to accept the amazing support that The Universe has for me (and has for us all).

 I’ve learned that if you have a message that you long to share, don’t wait for permission to have it acknowledged, approved or to get it out there, When you devote your life to your message, The Universe can’t help but support you.

 Sending bright lights and big big love,

Bec ▲ xxx

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  • Marrsha Troyer Massino

    I am so happy for you Rebecca! Amazing story – thank you for sharing.

    One question for you – how did Hay House know you were writing a book?

    Marsha, a sister of the LIGHT!

  • Kirsten

    Congratulations Rebecca – what an amazing achievement. I can’t wait to read the book . Love and light to you x
    Ps – I LOVE the book title !

  • Angharad Rees

    Well done Bec! I was so touched reading this, that I had a little cry! Beautiful and powerful message – again, well done! Dreams take courage and hard work – now it’s time to enjoy your wonderful efforts!! Looking forward to reading your book x

  • Well done Bec. So proud of you my old school friend. And following your journey online from the other side of the world has been very inspiring. I am learning the same for myself this year – start living the life you want and magical things start to happen XXX

  • Yeah! I’m so proud you are mine 🙂 Go Monte Moles!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • Awww thanks @angharadrees:disqus I’m touched x You are so right, dreams need loads of watering and courage to ride the swells – just like you’re doing x

  • Thanks so much @disqus_rnUAdNymYk:disqus. Love and light coming at you too!

  • Hey lady of the light! I submitted my book to Hay House last October and then again (with tweaks made) after attending of of Hay House’s writer workshops 🙂

  • Sarupa Shah

    I love this story AKA your journey…it is so inspiring and I am SO SO SO excited to get your book, wish it was here now to read. I just know you are going to touch the heart and soul of the masses… thank you for stepping forward 🙂

  • Awww thanks hun @sarupashah:disqus! It’s so nice to walk together x

  • Debbie Hayes

    I an really resonate with your story Rebecca and love your writing style – such passion and humour. Fabulous to see that you let go of the need for permission and allowed your authentic self to show.

  • Oh wow what an amazing story, and so inspirational. Every success to you!

  • Thanks so much @disqus_tmAVaflg2S:disqus <3

  • Blessings to you @joannemallon:disqus x

  • Emma Emergise Fairclough

    What an incredible journey Rebecca, well bloody done you for being such an awesome “manifester” that it happened there and then! A book deal with Hay House. pretty fantastic. So much of what you’ve gone through is where I’m at at right now, even down to the depressed partner I’ve just split from…so it’s hit home, that’s for sure. Thanks for being such an inspiration and so many congrats. Big love xo

  • Wow, that’s amazing @Emma! I’m sending you so much love and support your way as you move through the ashes and rise. I can feel it. Thank you for your kind words x

  • Emma Emergise Fairclough

    Thank you, I think I can feel it too (!) …and you’re so welcome xo